Hey Kerry. It's been a year. Shit! We all miss you so much. X The kids are doing really well. Erin is really loved by her friends (and their parents) everybody telling me how funny, loving and polite she is. Wonder where she gets that from. She got house captain at school in a whole school vote. She is out at party's, with her friends and youth clubs all the time these days. We talk about you all the time. Saoirse has settled into school really well. Got a call for parents evening yesterday. Teacher said she is great at everything really! Although a bit chatty. Wonder where she gets that from! She's so good and getting very independent. Both of them have been amazing the last year, they have helped me so much and I see how much your personality has imprinted on them. You were a fucking amazing mum and I hope I can emulate that. I've struggled this year. Obvs! But I have had a lot of help from my mum and Tanya and your mum has been great helping out during holidays in Brighton. I've sorted work out and hours. Saoirse is in aftercare until about 16.15 and Erin is good enough to go home, look after herself and have a dance til I get back at 16.30. We got 2 cats and we did go with Meatball for Erin's one. So the name stuck. Saoirse's one is called Mittens. They are very loving cats. So not too much scratching (well apart from the wallpaper, the couches, my red velvet computer chair, plastic bags, school bags, door frames) They are good cats and the kids and them chill out together most nights. Anyway, I'm gonna have a beer and listen some of your crap music for a bit. Love you x